[Sober Living] A Different Space

I’ll be in a different space when this publishes. Different job, different experiences… different lifestyle? The space I’m in as I’m writing this in late August is mostly a negative space. The veneer is nice and I’m meeting great people that are generous with sharing themselves, yet deep down, it doesn’t feel right. There are malaise and disquiet rumbling underneath my psyche. Why isn’t it good?  Let’s explore, to help the “me” of October 13th.

WANNA READ A BRAINSTORMING PIECE WHERE I ATTEMPT TO UNCOVER THIS VIOLENT ENNUI? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

Advertisements

[Applied Self-Confidence] Bettering Better Zombie #7

Every short story or essay I publish here gets added to the “Betzom,” or, a comprehensive calendar that helps me summarize the past – 13 weeks, 92 publications, and over 46,000 words – into a singular idea that I can digest before moving on. We shouldn’t hold onto our past mistakes or achievements. Everything is a stepping stone toward something better. Rather than consider specific passages, let’s broadly consider how three months of effort can lead to improvement on change.

WANNA CONSIDER HOW OCCASIONALLY LOOKING BACK CAN HELP US LOOK FORWARD WITH MORE CLARITY? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

[The Story] Notes About Dogs

I can envision the final scene of the Pollyanna Arc of “The Story” so clearly in my mind. Everything from the white linoleum tiles to the characters. It’s just there are hurdles to address. Primarily, an ending requires a story to precede it, the skill of which I am not yet confident I can write. Secondarily, the world of John [left] and Trishna [right] are not “there” yet. Tertiarily… let’s back up a few steps.

Spoilers?: Minor (brainstorming, worldbuilding, character-building)
WANNA CONSIDER HOW, AS YOU’RE WORLDBUILDING YOUR OWN STORIES, YOU SHOULD LOOK FOR INSPIRATION EVERYWHERE? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

[Applied Self-Confidence] Writing Daily #1

I realized a problem with myself: I wasn’t writing daily. Even though I was publishing essays daily, there were days I’d only write a few hundred words, so I agreed to dedicate myself to writing at least 500 words daily. If you want to be something, do it daily. This dedication has taken discipline, sacrifice, and stress. There are still days where I don’t write 500 words. Through all that, here are 425 words on what I learned:

WANNA READ ABOUT HOW THE MORE YOU EXPOSE YOURSELF TO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, THE MORE LIKELY YOU’LL DO IT? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

[The Story] Scrapping Publishable Words

I’ve had to shelve and nearly scrap 1000 publishable words. They’re good words that tell two good short stories. It’s just the series lead in a direction that won’t accomplish what I’m trying to do with the Sammohini Arc of “The Story.” 90% of it should be fiction practice and 10% should build context for John and Trishna’s Arc, the final and most ambitious story arc. Here’s why I haven’t dived in and started telling their developing story.

Spoilers?: Minor (my writing process)
WANNA SEE SOME BEHIND THE SCENES THOUGHTS AND EFFORTS? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

[The Story] Shave and Bathe

Now that I’m writing bi-weekly updates to “The Story,” I dredged up an interesting realization: why not write about some of the scenes that float through my imagination? It’ll be good practice for the real thing! Throwing characters into hypothetical situations can help build context for how they’ll act in other scenes. Like a movie playing on repeat, what if these scenes are already swimming around in your imagination? Let’s start with an innocent one:

Spoilers?: Minor (rough scene walkthrough)
WANNA CONSIDER HOW THE MORE YOU WORK ON A PROJECT, THE MORE THE PROJECT GROWS SEEMINGLY BY ITSELF? THEN ISN’T IT A MATTER OF SHAVING THE EXCESS? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

[Applied Self-Confidence] 501 And Counting

My bull-headed dash through 501 essays has taught me to eschew listless energy. I’m focused on what directly or indirectly helps my mission of becoming a professional writer. When times are bad, escape into nuances that might push along the mission. When times are good, go full-bore! The more practice, the less insecurity I’ve felt over trivialities, enabling “this” to become a natural part of my life. Writing is as subconscious for me as eating breakfast.

WANNA READ ABOUT HOW IN ORDER TO DO ANYTHING, YOU MUST FIRST BE WILLING TO REPEATEDLY MAKE MISTAKES? PRACTICE IS ALL ABOUT LEARNING WHAT NOT TO DO. CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!