[Moving Zeal] Attachment to Hoarding

My meditation in a Buddhist temple was interrupted by an inner voice screaming at me to declutter. I am now, years later, facing the mental anguish over decluttering. The physical process is easy, but learning the mental fortitude to detach myself, even somewhat, from frivolous material possession is overwhelming. I must control my hoarding addiction. I’ll still buy and use things, but rather than let them control me, I must learn illusionary control over materialism.

WANNA CONSIDER HOW EVEN IF CONTROL IS AN ILLUSION WE CAN STILL BEND THESE ILLUSIONS IN WAYS THAT CAN HELP US COME TO TERMS WITH OVERABUNDANT MATERIALISM? CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!

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[The Story] Other Narrative Failures

Just as I learn from my mistakes, I also learn from the mistakes of others. It’s not for petty reasons. It’s not to make myself look better than someone else. Rather: this person messed up in a way any reasonable person might act. Let me learn how they failed so …I don’t fail, too! I would like to think “The Story” main characters John [left] and Trishna [right] act similarly. But wouldn’t that be boring?

Spoilers?: Minor (character motivations, world-building)
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[Rowing Machine] 2018: Week 20 {238.0}

Between an oppressive headache, a listless feeling of reward for having overcame something somewhat difficult, and a potent addiction to sugar that’s led me down this path of self-betterment through exercise, I stared longingly at the ice cream concoction that was so irresistible that all I could think about was eating it as I walked around the run-down grocery store. I held it longingly, twice. I didn’t eat it because I hadn’t truly earned it!

WANNA CONSIDER HOW OUR LOWERED THRESHOLDS FOR ACHIEVEMENT VERSUS REWARD MIGHT CAUSE US TO OVERINDULGE? I’VE INCLUDED MY EXAMPLES OF ACHIEVEMENT THAT, FOR SOME, MIGHT BE WORTHY REWARDS. BUT KNOWING MY GOALS, IT IS NOT. CLICK HERE TO KEEP ON READING!